My lil' thought and sunset by the jetty

Do you guys have that funny feeling playing within your emotion when you caught yourself flashing back your best times you had back then?

It is kinda hard to explain it.

I get butterflies in my stomach when I got reminded of the best things, best memories I had experienced through out these years which usually bump in when songs are just randomly being played from my playlist.

Every song that was embedded to be my favorite and some that had just passed by all these moments had actually drawn lines for me to recall memories and scenes that happened back then. I let them to slow down at their best frames with just a lil' vintage mood to add the color until they are slowly smeared by the distractions from the present.

I like to keep them that way 'til I get a quick snap by the real me and help me to count how many steps I have taken in my own yet-to-be-discovered journey.

And I have come this far. Every single second counts to mold who you are. Just like completing puzzles. You will take time to find the right pieces to fit the missing ones. I agree with the phrase " to be old and wise, you must first have to be young and stupid". Sometimes you will take no time to realize that you are making a mistake. But no doubt that at times, you would take forever to realize that you are at the wrong side of life.

I am not here to make you believe of what I have preached. However I do hope we all would always want look back and say " I hope I am in the right track".

But everybody is capable turning a crappy place into their own wonderland right? Well, not all I supposed. So know yourself.

Anyway, things have been okay here. Observing people around me with their culture and the taboo they have been believing had made me see things clearly and I think it is not too late to undo and retrace things I really cherish to do in life, at this very moment so far.

For now I just want to enjoy my satay with the everyday breath taking sunset. Except when it is pouring.

Come to Sipitang. =)