Life on its own mind

Waking up in the morning, 

The mood is yet to kick in but the brain has started working. You start recalling the dream you had last night till you give up to actually find the head to tail of it. You move on to think of what you should do today apart of your routine. Probably while you're showering/having a cup of your regular coffee/in the toilet shitting. And it comes. A big idea. A big thing you wanted to do for a very long time. Some massive project, probably a song arrangement/lyrics, a different kind this time, which you gamble could beat any of the current hit, some awesome phrases/quotes you made up in your mind, talk big stuff and long hours with your boss over a cup of teh tarik, get the project signed and ready to execute finally big celebration after office hour. Or just maybe directing a short film with new cinematic ideas and camera angles. Or just as simple as " Will I live well today?"

Tick, tock, tick and tock its already 11pm at night. And you wonder what happened today.

Shit right?

I don't know about you guys, but this happens to me almost everyday. And I get bored and tired. 

Ive been thinking a lot lately. Hoping the very mess I created/already exist both in reality and imagination could restore itself. But just like Adam Sandler said "Shit happens". And they eventually did happen. 

So here I am, idling mind wondering what would come next. 

Tame your mind.

Teach me how to write again.